a change of mind and a continuation.

maybe i'll go for a bit longer, on the other hand.
mmm, my kraft dinner story. so, we had kraft dinner for supper, and cold, leftover kraft dinner is just as good as hot fresh stuff. so there was a bowl of it sitting there, waiting for me, because i wouldn't let my mom feed it to the dog, because i wanted it. anyway, i was drying dishes for my mother, and i went to pull out a glass from a shelf and put it on the shelf above it, but the glass caught another glass and pushed it off the shelf. the glass sort of bounced off me, hit the counter, rolled at the bowl and knocked it face down on the floor, ruining all the kraft dinner inside of it. the glass didn't even break, somehow, and i was so mad. surprisingly, or maybe not, i was mainly just mad at my dog, who i called a 'stupid witch dog'. i'm positive it was her influence that made that happen.
another computering thing that takes up my time is minesweeper. currently, i am very happy with my scores, which are as follows:
beginner: 5
intermediate: 28
expert: 85 [seconds]
those are pretty good. it's been a while since i've beaten my expert score, which is really all i care about, so i think i'm due for a new record soon. keep your fingers crossed anyway. after i set that one i almost broke my keyboard i was so enthusiastic saving my name as the high score. i was super scared my mom/dad (who were in the room) would yell at me because i literally just SLAMMED my hand down on it, but i kept apologizing and they were surprisingly cool about it. i was on JK Rowling [author of HP (Harry Potter) books] 's official fan site, and she had written on the site that when she was writing the books, and needed a break, she used to smoke. but then she gave up smoking and needed something else to do. so, she turned to... minesweeper. which is cool, because i totally do the same thing. sometimes, i need to take a break from facebook. i'm probably the only person ever who gets stressed from going on facebook. just, people messaging me and i have to write such lengthy replies... anyway, that's not the point haha. so, JKR was saying how her best time was like, 98 [on expert] and she said that was 'really good' and i was just laughing, like, i'm better than her! i was proud of myself. i love minesweeper so much. i actually quit playing it for a while there, but then i started talking to joel hart, bless him, who got me back on it. and now i just play and play.
hmm, exams are coming up and i'm almost starting to get worried. i can't see how i'll do bad on either of them (math and english). but still... it's just sort of scary i guess. being in high school just makes me think of junior high and how teachers insisted that high school teacher WOULD NOT ever even think of trying to help us pass or caring about our grades. which could not be less true. there are so many tutoring programs, studying help, extra everything, it's insane. i want to go back to the junior high at the end of the year and tell all the kids how stupid the teachers there are being. we all knew that anyway, except for a few dumb kids going "oh snap, looks like i better smarten up then" and there's the teacher thinking he's such a genius. that makes me mad. although i do agree it is certainly different from junior high, it's nothing for the stupid teachers to stress about and freak out all the kids over. stupid people.
well, if this gets much longer it will turn into a novel, so i guess i'll cut it here. i'll see how much i feel like writing in the future, i wonder if logan even checks these anymore? probably just gave up on me, i would have. if not, i'm glad i guess haha. post some other time then, and rant about something new.
teagan