the month of december doesn't exist, i swear!

yes, i did not, in fact, publish anything in the entire month of december. i really just don't understand how people can find the time to write one of these every single day! i always forget, and even if i remember it's like, wow, i have nothing to say. so, today, tonight haha, i will try to make a nice long one with lots to read and lots to ponder over.
so. the main thing that takes up my computering time right now is facebook. i am currently really into this 'hot or not' application. it's odd how something where you just sit there and rate people's photos from 1-10, depending on how 'hot' they are. really, it's pretty much just the pretty girls being told they are pretty, the girls who thought they were pretty but according to the rest of the facebook community, are not, get a nice big slap in the face [that's what happened to me!], and the ugly girls are just reminded of their crappy genes and wish even harder for that reconstructive face surgery their parents promised them for their sixteenth birthday. and the guys that i get to rate? hardly any of them are above a five in my books. maybe that's because i judge on what their personality looks like it might be. for instance: a guy lifting up his shirt at a mirror and holding the camera up, which means that he did in fact take the photo of himself to show off his 'hot body', would really only get maybe a three from me, because he looks like... well, like a cocky bastard. and who likes a cocky bastard? a few stupid twelve year old girls and nobody. that's who. so i put this photo of myself on there, and i am in a cute hoodie on the swings, smiling like i always do. when i checked my ratings, i had a five point something. i was pretty much crushed. so then i went and found a different picture, one of my and holly, because i thought that maybe some people would rate holly instead of me by accident and i'd get higher. cheap trick, i know, but i was desperate for a compliment, particularly after the self-esteem draining evening i had yesterday. so now my score is a 7.4, last i checked. which is really not that bad. but [my friend] jessica's is a 9 point something, and i don't think i am any worse looking than her. but hers is black and white, and she's not smiling, she's making a sexy face. and all this goes to show just what people on facebook (mainly creepers, loser, and the odd normie) are basing their ratings on. the faces you make and how much it reminds you of porn.
i guess i really just had a lot to say on that subject. not that you probably had anything better to do with your time than read my thoughts on a facebook application. today, i was very excited to find my nintendo DS charger, which i have actually been searching for for quite some time now. and the worst part is that it was where it's always been kept. that just makes me annoyed. but at least now i can play it. which reminds me. i was playing my mario game, and i spent like 10 minutes getting this star, then i got it out of the air, missed the ground by like, nothing, and died. i literally sat there for a while before acting. i was so mad.
well, my brother is now home, and i don't want him to be all, "what is this" about my blog, so i'll cut it off here. i was going to make it longer, but life happens, sorry. oh, i was going to tell me cup-falling kraft dinner story! maybe another day, perhaps.
teagan